What Hurt the Most??

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that dont bother me 

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out Im not afraid to cry 
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me 
There are days 
Every now and again I pretend I’m okay but thats not what gets me 

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go 
But I’m doin it 
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone 
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret 
But I know if I could do it over 
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do